"When you heal yourself and assist others with their self-healing, you heal the Earth. You DO make a difference."

"I remember when I was a little girl I used to spend hours staring in my grandmother’s vanity-table mirror, puzzled with the infinite corridor of reflections, trying to look in between the two parts in order to understand how it works, trying to see where the real me was hiding or whether there was anybody behind that mirror.

I remember when I was a student at the university I used to stare at my reflection in the small mirror, the one that girls use to put their make up on, I used to try to look intently into my own eyes and to see beyond, every time asking myself who is it really looking back at me and how old is this reflection.

Then I forgot many things and bought into life.

Until I was 29 and my mom died on the 7th of May. The world that I thought I knew well and mostly liked collapsed in one simple phone call, when my sister said: ”Mom just died”. I remember repeating just one phrase: “This can’t be true, this can’t be true, this can’t be true”, like a broken record. I had no more words, no more feelings, no more wishes but just to reverse time and stop it from happening. As if, if I kept repeating it long enough it would really stop being true and I would wake up with a relief to say: “Thank God, it was just a nightmare”.

I didn’t wake up. It was true. Nevertheless I awakened. Not right away. I needed time to be angry, to cry my eyes out for about a year, time to blame everybody and everything, time when I hardly slept, time to be depressed, time when I wanted to destroy and throw away everything in my house, in my relationships, in my life. It was all part of the denial, last Honours to that part of me that didn’t want me to change, but change everything around me. It didn’t work. Help came.

It has been three and a half long years since that phone call. I live in a new house and have a beautiful baby-girl. There is just one mirror in my house in the master bathroom. People who come to visit ask: ”How can you live with no mirrors?” I just shrug my shoulders and smile. The mirrors are just not relevant anymore.

I look inside instead. "

Here I decided to share with everyone some beauty of the place where I am blessed to live:) Enjoy!

"Choose your words with care, walk with love..."